I haunt Reddit quite often, especially late nights because the good stories slip the admins and shit gets raw. I really have to quit doing this.
There’s a Just No SO (Significant Other) thread, and I realized today that even these Bozos aren’t outhonking their big fucking red noses at my exes. A few of them get close, but just can’t quite give it that extra push.
But then I went into the wayback machine, and I found a chic who may as well have been telling one of my stories. The worst one. That abusive knock off Antichrist, and the entire scenario surrounding the post was so similar, I swear I checked to see if I had written it and just forgotten.
It wasn’t me, although it may as well have been. And it was the me I was at my lowest. The broken down, mentally disconnected, nearly beaten me. I felt so bad for her, for me, and I wondered how I really lived through that.
And I remembered. I literally had no choice.
I could call it as she was describing it, because it was the same escalation, the same horrible escalation. I wanted to scream, “Run!”, but her story was from the past. It was too late for me to help her.
Again, I was so angry with me for putting up with it, but I wasn’t angry with her. I kept shouldering all of the blame for accepting my fate, but I was cheering for her to break out and be free.
I never once thought she deserved it, yet when he told me that I “deserved to be cheated on”, I literally sat there and wondered if perhaps I did.
I hate that I did.
But more than anything, I hate him. I hate him.
I didn’t see an update for her. I hope so badly she got out.
Thanks so much for the laugh (sympathy) with you opening picture! I needed it
BTDT from t'other side with the fuckgirlls, and the psychopaths.
There is no where on God's Green Earth that anyone is responsible for fuckwits cheating on them. Anyone making such a claim deserves a good beating for even saying it. (Using a stick no larger around than your thumb of course;).
I'll say it point blank: You are NEVER at fault if someone cheats on you.. that's on them 109%.