I’ve been sitting on this for a couple of days, but I think it’s time.
That’s my daughter, Taylor, and I. The 14th of February, she was gone the 19th. I’ve stared at this picture for probably months in total, trying to figure out if she was trying to tell me something.
If I missed it. I still don’t know for sure. I probably never will.
This isn’t that story though.
I saw that they stayed the execution for Melissa Lucio. She’s on death row in Texas for killing her daughter, Mariah.
I don’t know if y’all read the story I wrote when I got home from the joint about the broad I was locked up with, that Baby Jesus help me, I would have wore that bitch out every single day of every single week for her attitude about her child, who she was convicted of killing, had they not gotten hip to my game and moved me right on out of there.
Listen, this bitch strangled her baby with a bedsheet, then claimed she was set up by the state. I can assure you, if you have any doubt in your mind at all, this is not the way it goes down.
Let me tell you what does happen. They come into your house, deputies and CSI, and you cannot reenter your home until they’re through. They take samples of formula, unopened and open. They take detergent samples, they take all the babies’ clothes from the laundry, the sheets, the mattress, your clothes from the laundry, and anything that they think may point to you if they have to prosecute your ass later.
Think I’m playing? My husband had a weed poster taped on the inside door of a kitchen cabinet. It’s where he kept his weed ashtray so it wasn’t sitting out. These motherfuckers took the poster. Like, really, yes, the weed poster.
You cannot go and hold your baby alone in that horrible fucking hospital room that still has all of the medical equipment laying around. When your baby still has a tube in her throat. And a wet diaper, that I swear to God, I was going to take that nurse’s life if she didn’t get that wet diaper off of my daughter. Passed or not, she wasn’t going to be seen like that.
You have constant supervision so that you cannot, I have no fucking idea what, do something that will alter whatever tests they’re going to do. Now, with my daughter, it was extensive. SIDS, especially SIDS 20 years ago, is largely unknown. It is a catch-all diagnosis, when they rule everything else out, it is SIDS.
However, in the cases of these other babies I’m talking of, they’re murder victims. They had a whole different row to hoe with them. And in the case of both, it was quite evident their moms murdered them. I understand the case they’re trying to plead for Melissa Lucio, but not really.
Listen, the bitch had 14 kids. Was a strung-out piece of shit. The baby had bite marks and fractures in various stages of healing. No doubt what life for that baby would have been. I remember my momma saying to me when my daughter passed, “Ape, maybe God had to spare her from something so bad later.”
Maybe. And in the case of Mariah Lucio, I’ve no doubt in my mind. And y’all know I don’t even subscribe to all that at this point. I’ll tell you this, though, it’s the only way I can sort it out in my mind. That He saved that little girl from so much worse. In my case, I think He was just an envious asshole, and I’ve told Him as much, many many, drunken and horrible nights.
With the broad I was locked up with, the same applies. That baby didn’t stand a chance. So maybe He was just collecting babies and got the paperwork fucked up. Maybe our addresses were similar, who the fuck knows. I’ll say this much; if your baby, your not 2-year-old baby, has a fractured arm, bite marks, and fucking bruises everywhere when they die of head trauma, you and Kim Kardashian can both go fuck yourselves with your crying about a new trial, because there is no fucking circumstance on Earth where that should occur. None. I don’t give a fuck what pseudo-celebrity with a big ass you get to be your mouthpiece. Fuck you.
Listen, I was locked up with a bunch of baby killers. They all tell the same story. They didn’t do it. They covered for a dude, or some other individual snuck in, or blah blah fucking blah. Bitch. Shut your actual fucking mouth all the way up. Melissa Lucio admitted in an interrogation that she killed her baby.
Ok, let me tell you first fucking hand, I’ve been in that seat myself. So has my ex-husband. Do you know how many times we confessed? That’s fucking right, none. Because our baby passed of SIDS because we’re not pieces of shit who kill babies. And I’ll tell you this, the baby killers are easy to spot.
They’re attention hounds. They act like overgrown kids in the joint. La La La, and I’m so carefree, and someone play with me. Yes. They are. I did all my time in a maximum security facility, I was housed with a bunch of baby killers. Not the fucking best time of my life, ok. But it is the similarity they sport. They couldn’t give up the spotlight to their kids. So they killed them.
So, y’all take this however you want, but that dirty bitch doesn’t deserve a new trial. She deserves to fry. She killed her baby. She killed her baby and now she has some “famous for getting fucked in the ass” trash getting her another chance to get out of it.
This is fucking disgusting. These bitches are not mothers. They’re baby killers. Let’s fucking call it what it is.
That’s it. I’m fucking done with this.
Your daughter is beautiful. 💜 My close friends son died from SIDS 30 years ago, and I remember everything they had to go through.
In my opinion, people who kill their children need to be executed. Period. There is no place for them. I do not want to spend one fucking dollar housing, feeding or caring for them, when they think it’s perfectly okay to kill their child. You think death is cool for your child…excellent….here comes yours. It won’t be a deterrent to all the evil fuckers, but it’s one less alive. Some people are just evil. Now, Kim Kardashian needs to raise her own four children, deal with her psycho ex, run her nine million businesses and stop attempting to “ practice “ law. Enough of her opinions. Actually enough of her
Anyone who deliberately hurts a child (and I include the new ‘child-attracted fuckers’, or whatever they call themselves) much less kills it or lets that child die, must be taken out of society forever.
And honey, your daughter is a straight-up beautiful little angel. She takes after her mom. All my love.