I Thought There Would Be A Lot More To Report...
Turns out, things are still mostly smooth sailing.
I really thought that there would be more to report by now.
Seriously.
At the rate I can blow through anything promising, anything that seems like it could possibly have a healthy relationship written on it, I figured we would be discussing how I am glad I dodged a bullet.
Nope.
Actually, it’s still great. Still, just every day normal, really lame and boring.
Thank you, Jesus.
This is what I chalk it up to: he is the most mellow and patient dude I’ve ever been involved with. Like, nothing I say or do even phases him, he simply rolls his eyes at the dumb shit, or smiles at the antics.
What the fuck. This isn’t a relaxing weekend at the beach. This is daily life with me.
Doesn’t even bat an eyelash.
I have no new news from here in what is looking like a relationship, no matter how I try to dress it as something else.
I’m going to keep trying my best to see if I can’t rattle his cage though. Nobody is this good with my dumb ass jokes and silly songs and random dancing in the kitchen. Eventually, something is going to get his goat.
Well, I gotta go fire off a few bars of some song I change the lyrics to so it makes it funny. I have been doing so every couple of hours. We’ll see how long he can keep up the poker face. I’ll report back if I get anything more than his ridiculously beautiful smile.
Damn lady.. I can't tell you how glad I am for you. Now quit slicing onions in my kitchen and get busy with him.
"As I walk through
This wicked world
Searchin' for light in the darkness of insanity
I ask myself
Is all hope lost?
Is there only pain and hatred, and misery?
And each time I feel like this inside
There's one thing I wanna know:
What's so funny 'bout peace love & understanding?
Ohhhh what's so funny 'bout peace, love and understanding... ;)