How I didn’t see it, *shrug my shoulders*, I don’t know.
I’ll probably never understand exactly what I was thinking
Just tearing off my armor and running headlong into everything I knew would cut me bone deep.
I thought it was something, no
I thought it was everything.
Now I know, really, for you
It was nothing.
I keep standing at the edge of the wreckage
Afraid to light the soles of my shoes on fire
Trying to save the things that matter that are scattered all about.
I think I may just let it burn
Just let the things that were blow away, ashes on the wind.
I keep saying “I loved you”, my voice is gravel now, and nearly gone
Who knows how long I’ve been calling out
But I don’t have the strength to continue grieving
I don’t have the strength to cry out much more.
Tomorrow, that’s when I’ll leave this place.
Just one more night so I’m sure.
You aren’t coming back here. You never did.
It was never anything, and we were never anything.
How I didn’t see it, *shrugs my shoulders*, I don’t know.
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It's hard to see dark stormy clouds.. when under the warm brightness of an artificial light.